OK so Anorexia causes insomnia, it was no shock to me that I could not sleep at 3 am even though I was dead tired. Well, I was starving and too weak to even get off the floor in which I had collapsed to at some point. I was about to just fall asleep there when all of the sudden a gnawing pain started in my stomach, then it stopped and moved to the center of my chest feeling as if someone was squeezing my heart, it would change to a feeling of pressure and then back to the sharp pain, I could not breathe, my whole left arm hurt, my throat was tight and my upper back was killing me. I seriously, with every ounce of my being, thought I was having a heart attack from lack of eating (high or low blood pressure), and I am a teenager. This went on until 7 am when I went to my mom freaking out, she did nothing of course and went to work (she is a bad mother) and so I called my sister and she took me to the hospital it turns out my cervical spine is messed up from sleeping in a ball every night because I have gotten so used to that position because it helps with cramps. So yeah, physical therapy, medication, yoga, and I have to change how I sleep or I will need to go to a chiropractor or get surgery both dangerous because I mean, it is my freaking neck and if they mess up I will be paralyzed in my whole body. This spinal problem causes acute pain in my left arm, chest, upper back between shoulder blades, throat, and stomach.
I know most of you do not care, but I thought I would give you an update :)
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