Well I am on the verge of binging, I have never been so hurt by anyone, ever. The fact that it was a guy, the fact that it was a guy who said he loved me, makes it all the worse. Hit me right where it hurts the most, calling my fear of gaining weight stupid, kept telling me to take a full body shot and show him, taunting me by saying he just knew I was sexy, calling me out on my obsession... He never understood that I cannot just eat, I can't just fucking stop! Well never-the-less, today we are no longer a couple, today I told him I was through. No guy in his right mind would make a girl cry and then keep going. I want to binge, I want to talk to someone but of course I cannot because it has to do with Ana...I feel more alone, more isolated, more humiliated...more dead then ever..
Anyways...here is the post...:
If you are finding it impossible to give a damn anymore because you feel everything is collapsing around you, find your motivation. Mine is now meeting this guy I really like, he is so hot, and I want to be perfect for him, I'd just die if he saw me and I was a blubber ball, ya know? So yeah
- Find the motivation in which speaks to you not just makes you feel bad
- listen to music and workout
- just DO it, once you start working out again you will feel better
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