140.0
I have been jumping back and forth from 140.7 and 141.0 for the past 3 days and I am just about to pull my hair out I am so ready to be in the 130s and making progress again --
plateaus suck, S-U-C-K, suck.
I realize I have been here before, and yes, it has, embarrassingly, taken me this long (about 1 or 4 years?) to get BACK here.
Because no matter how much I starved, I still struggled with binges -- luckily I no longer have that problem and it has only taken me 6 weeks to drop from 151.2 to 140.0
...
Ah sweet bliss, I am finally making and seeing small amounts of progress .. a small reward from my seemingly endless suffering.
No idea how much damage I have done to my body or metabolism! Which is what makes the weight loss (or lack, thereof) so infuriating for me.
I just hope I don't jinx anything and it keeps falling off.
