BLARGH! I feel I have been separating from my blog *tear tear*
My friend will be here in a week so excited....
I am ashamed...more than that I am...there is no word for what I am, I...I am scum and not the scum on the bottom of your shoe, no. I am the scum on the bottom of a rats foot... :(
I have been binging and not working out! I have not even felt guilty!! Of course I cussed myself out, called myself names and pulled on my hair but I didn't stop myself or try to diet or restrict! I am SICKENED I deserve to die!
I will diet and restrict as much as possible and when I am not doing that I will fast.
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