So today is day 1 of my new diet. I am excited, and the hunger has finally set in, it is wonderful. God I am home schooled so everything is online but I have a major Algebra test today that is at a university...I am scared and praying for a way out of it. I can't do Algebra worth a squat and do not have the desire to learn so teaching me is like talking to a wall...No idea what I am going to do because I cannot go back to school...not yet, I can't.
I am not looking forward to eating as I cannot stand the taste of celery...like at all because I always gag when something bitter is in my mouth. Maybe this will help me to associate disgust with food? I dunno, hopefully!
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Feeling lousy, I feel like shit. I look in the mirror for two seconds and I end up spending and hour doing my make up and hair because of how ugly I am. Only a minute and I can feel the tears coming as my eyes drop to my stomach, as my eyes drop to the bones that are only barely protruding begging me to set them free.
I really want this tattoo on my hip:
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Feeling lousy, I feel like shit. I look in the mirror for two seconds and I end up spending and hour doing my make up and hair because of how ugly I am. Only a minute and I can feel the tears coming as my eyes drop to my stomach, as my eyes drop to the bones that are only barely protruding begging me to set them free.
I really want this tattoo on my hip:
Awesome right? I will make it black and red and I want it to be like a demon fairy :) I just have to wait until I am 18!
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