They're helping me to my grave

My mother bought me MEAL REPLACEMENT BARS! Only 160 calories per bar that is only 480 calories per day, you burn that just sleeping. Why does she do this? Is it sub conscious? I do not understand, I am not complaining I just...I wonder if my mother wants me to have a disorder because in a way it is a way to have control in her own life as she is a fatso who cannot control herself and her own actions, maybe keeping me in my disorder is her way of showing control? Who knows...