Eep! Bikini shopping!

I am so, so, so excited to go bikini shopping! I am not thin enough yet, and I am not going until my fast is over (which is only more motivating because I am getting one rather I lose weight or not so I need to lose weight or it'll be a waste of money!) I am so excited! My best friend who lives in Alabama is coming down to spend yet another summer with me and we are going to get matching ones (neon pink!) and belly button rings, then after a week or so we will go to a water/theme park! Either Six Flags in Dallas or Magic Springs in Arkansas. Decisions, decisions. 

Still on day 1 of fasting, I am actually enjoying this fast and relishing in the temptations and cravings knowing food no longer has its greasy claws in my back! But that may be due to the fact that I have 50 thinspo videos in a playlist on repeat :) 

I have an old bathing suit as motivation too, I have it on a hanger, hanging where I can see it no matter what! My bathroom door is always open so I can see my body whenever I walk past, and my stand up mirror is out of the closet ready to slice and dice if I decide I am not so sure how bad I really want to be thin!

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE THINSPO(S):

So many! There are more but I don't want this post to be 10 pages long, I am such a Thinspo addict!! <3

I love you all, and good luck to those who are fasting or wanting to fast, stay strong and know that there are others going through the same thing too so don't feel too alone, darlings!