Fucking YES!!! I have finally over come my plateau! I have finally, finally, finally dropped below the 150s! I am 149.6 as of right now (12:52am) :)
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149.0 this morning. Do any of you sort of... get so high from losing weight you look over the things that it is doing to you? Like the "symptoms" of anorexia sort of? I do not know if it is just me or not but when I start losing weight the pain, the nausea, the coldness, the soreness, the cotton mouth--none of it matters and even death seems way less dramatic as what better way to die than to die because you were: trying to become skinny/were "too" skinny?
Today is an eating day but I really really do not particularly want to go back to eating, but I know I will because the pills I got are to big to take unless I cut them in half and then they kind of dust off before you can swallow and you feel them going down your throat so between the taste and feeling it slide down you will probably gag.
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149.0 this morning. Do any of you sort of... get so high from losing weight you look over the things that it is doing to you? Like the "symptoms" of anorexia sort of? I do not know if it is just me or not but when I start losing weight the pain, the nausea, the coldness, the soreness, the cotton mouth--none of it matters and even death seems way less dramatic as what better way to die than to die because you were: trying to become skinny/were "too" skinny?
Today is an eating day but I really really do not particularly want to go back to eating, but I know I will because the pills I got are to big to take unless I cut them in half and then they kind of dust off before you can swallow and you feel them going down your throat so between the taste and feeling it slide down you will probably gag.
So I finished off the spinach souffle and what was left after I took my pills I gave to my dogs. I am so hoping to be 147 by the end of the day! I am planning on drinking 4-6 bottles of water as with these pills you lose weight through your pee! At least that is a theory my weight loss buddy and I are trying to prove :)
Congratulations.
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