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Friday, July 20, 2012

Decent into madness



I told my lovely little--not sure what to call him, we aren't dating but we both know we are really into each other--that I have an eating disorder because there is absolutely no way around it, I would have to tell him eventually or he would find out. He said he felt bad but other than that he accepted it! Did not ridicule me, judge me nor did he try to justify how bad this is for my health, instead he let it go. I love him more than I could ever say, and of course being in the awkward "don't know where this relationship is going" stage I cannot say I love him either way. It just makes me so happy (even though it took me forever and a day to tell him as I was so scared and humiliated!). 


In other news... I am still at 149.0... it is very depressing that I barely dropped today 

2 comments:

  1. I'm so glad he accepted it so well. I absolutely hate when you finally gather the courage to share it with someone, and they just overreact and decide they know everything when in reality they don't understand anything (sorry I got a bit emotional there). I'm happy for you, you've found a keeper there, haha.
    And that weight is still good, congratulations.

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    1. I know, it is a very sad reality when it comes to eating disorders: not being able to tell the people you love out of fear. I completely understand where you are coming from no need to apologize for getting emotional about it! :) I sure have, I feel so blessed and lucky to have him ^_^

      Ah thanks again! I hope your weight loss and toning up is going well! :D

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