BINGE BINGE BINGE BINGE

Why do I never stop?! Right when I am back on track and can finally move forward again, I fucking SCREW EVERYTHING UP! 

and I swear my dad came in saying dinner was ready (after I had privately, mentally agreed I would continue fasting) and that it was my favourite: Stir fry fried rice with vegetables...

I don't want it!!!!! >:O

I have my crystal charged with my intent (to lose weight) so that every time I see it, touch it, think about it my appetite literally vanishes and I get too happy to eat (it actually does work when I remember to use it)

(yes that is really what I look like when I am holding my crystal and envisioning myself as thin)