143.2? I think that was the number hold on...wrong 143.8
Anyway I am fasting for the next few days a black coffee, 100% juice, broth fast... I will probably throw in random "water only" days to intensify it and to speed up weight loss.
I figured out I have an intolerance to pizza which is awesome since that is my only real weakness...
I have no problem fasting anymore unless there is pizza or brownies in the house (of which I will just throw away and lie and say I ate them) the pizza wouldn't matter 'cuz I cannot eat it anyway.
Ugh I feel so empty and alone..
I isolate myself from everyone, I never see my parents even though we live in the same house, never see or talk to my sister (but that is mainly her doing, she is too busy) none of my family lives in this state... and none of my "friends" give two flying fucks about me so of course they are not jumping at the chance to talk to me..
Wah I am mopey again.. or still, rather. I don't mean to be so depressed, I have not done a normal post in forever, no information for you.. ugh... I am so sorry :(

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