I feel empowered some how, simply by looking at all the Pro-Ana blogs and Diary blogs of Anorectics... It is almost like we are a growing community growing stronger as we all push each other towards our one, common goal... A goal that we will never in a million years reach if we felt alone and unmotivated.
I am so sick of feeling alone and like it does not matter if I screw up. It does matter, and I am not alone, there are so many people that say I inspire them when it is really you all who inspire me, to live, to keep going, to keep losing weight, to fucking fight. I just want to express my love to every single person that reads and or follows my blog, all the people that comment, all the people that have their own blogs, all of you inspire me to push myself harder every single day and to keep going without you all who knows where I would be right now.
I love this community. I always felt so alone in my thoughts until I discovered others like me. I would have no one to talk to and no support if not for people I have met online this way.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for everything you've done for me. Good luck in your journey.
No you are truly my inspiration, I just recently found strength and a sense of belonging online and your blog is one of the first places I came to. Your struggle and determination makes me feel like I have the power to keep pushing to my goal and to know im not alone and I can do this. everyday is a challenge for us but everyday we get up a little stronger even after our set backs. just thank you xoxo
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