Oh my god... omg 142.4!! I have not been below 144 since I relapsed into Ana let alone 142!! I completely skipped 143! I will be 139 in no time ugh I am so happy!! :)
I won't feel safe in the 130's until I am like balancing 135 and 134 so it will be awhile before I can go back to "normal" (which I probably won't do) I have been pretty messed up emotionally so yeah but now I am so happy and complete, I have a new best friend and my "boyfriend" and I may or may not go to school next year but that excites me (and scares the fuck out of me) so it has kept me in a state of bliss making me not hungry so I can eat way less, even my binges are pathetically small i LOVE it <3
Well done :-D
ReplyDeleteI'm so happy for you!
Thank you so much :D
DeleteI have been reading your whole journey on your blog so I'm very happy you're in a better place.
ReplyDeleteAwh, you have no idea how happy this makes me, truly that someone cares enough to read through and follow my blog, it gives me the strength to keep going another day. :) I hope you have a lovely day
DeleteAnd that makes me happy in return (wow this is getting mushy). Well I had to follow your blog after I found so many great songs through your posts.
DeleteCongratulations darling. I'm so unbelievably happy for you. You've worked so hard. You've earned this feeling.
ReplyDeleteWell done.
Thank you so much, you are too kind :)
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