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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Do YOU have Anorexia?

Signs (some are repeated, sorry):


  • Dramatic weight loss for one’s age and height
  • Refusing to eat in public
  • Eating only specific foods- specifically those low in calories and fat
  • Skipping meals often with no explanations
  • Covering the weight-loss by wearing baggy clothing
  • Obsessing over body image
  • Basing self-worth on body image and weight
  • Complaining about being overweight when they are actually underweight
  • (Females only) Missing three or more menstrual periods in a row
  • Avoiding social gatherings where food will be involved
  • Are very afraid of gaining weight.
  • Refuse to stay at a normal weight.
  • Think they are overweight even when they are very thin.
  • life become focused on controlling their weight. 
  • Obsess about food, weight, and dieting.
  • Strictly limit how much they eat.
  • Exercise a lot, even when they are sick.
  • Vomit / use laxatives / water pills (diuretics) to avoid weight gain.
  • Cold feet and cold hands.
  • Constantly counting calories and monitoring food intake.
  • Fasting & starving to lose weight.
  • Constantly looking in mirror/obsessed with your image.
  • Having a hard time eating and feeling guilty when you do.
  • Thoughts of harming yourself after eating.
  • Impulses to binge / purge.
  • Weighing self 4-7 times a day.
  • Anxiety around food, and in food stores.




Dear Mother, Dear Father..



If your an Anorectic (someone suffering from Anorexia) then you, much like I, probably will relate to every single word in this song....


Violent mothers, cheating fathers, leaving lovers....

Do we all have awful, well intentioned parents? 


My mother is--in her own way--Ana. She pushes me to starve, to not eat, to lose weight. 

"I'm absolutely starving, going to eat a bite of something"

"Why eat? You already ate a few bites of my enchilada, you are going to gain weight."

"I have had nothing to eat all day..."

"Well go eat if you must"

"No, it is fine... just never you mind."

So...That day I had just gone without food.

When I lose weight she looks so proud, so fucking proud of me. So happy, and accepting of me as her daughter for once. 

I am just a number, I put every single ounce of my self-worth into my ability to starve and lose weight. 

My Birthday?!?!

Holy mother of Christ, how could it sneak up on me like this?! My birthday is a mere 4 (or 5?) days away and I am freaking out to the fucking max! We always go out to dinner and have a nice big cake swimming with fat and calories...

The fuck am I supposed to do about this predicament? 

Well, I plan on eating a small breakfast and skipping lunch so I won't be so hungry at dinner. I will also (obviously) cut my dinner into halves, eat one half that night, then save the other half for the next day in which I will cut in half again to eat for breakfast and lunch (or just throw it the hell out?)


I also found a cake alternative!! Only 93 calories per serving without icing, 104 calories with it.  



Click that link right above to see it! 


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