7, July, 2012

So I am starting my fast today, I will set the official time at 7PM instead of 5PM as I usually go to bed around 8 or 9 anyway. I am so excited! I really do miss fasting and being hungry and not eating, all in all I miss ANA. I miss my old music in which I went 3 weeks without... I am so ready to get back on track. 

How are you guys doing? ^_^ I hope you are doing better than I am! And don't worry, if you mess up one day there is always one million and one exercises you can do to fix it ;D 

Love you all lots!!! :D

6, July, 2012

Well I have decided that I will once again try to fast. I will wait until Sunday however because I always jump into it and then mess up, so all of Saturday I will eat as little as possible and get back into my workout routine as for a while there I simply gave up on weight loss and succumbed to simply never leaving my room but no more! 

I'm Baaack

My friend left yesterday having been here 3 weeks... I was crying all night and even slept in the living room because sleeping in my room would only remind me that she is gone and it will be a whole year before I see her again. 

Did I lose weight? Hell no. I got Zumba 2 it is amazing you burn like 30 calories in 7 minutes! I plan to make that my main workout as it does not require strength only stamina. 

So depressed that my friend is gone... On the bright side I can finally come back to the world I love with all of my heart. I have not been able to starve myself or workout as my friend always had a headache, was too tired, or wanted to eat in which she always dragged me into. 

So anyways back into my old routine I go and that makes me so happy I was feeling very disgusting and like a needed a long long shower after so many binges... I mean I ate a fucking smart one meal that is 300 calories for ONE meal! God I am such a cow I can barely squeeze into my skinny jeans.

Over the course of the three weeks I have gained about 2 1/2 pounds