Only posting this because..

Harlo guys! I am only really posting this because I am fasting, and I don't want the temptation of eating to get any worse than what it already is and so therefore I am trying my best to distract myself. I actually washed my face last night with a cleanser I haven't used before (I have used the cream for it but not liquid) and woke up this morning with a swollen left eye, puffy under eyes, red itchy blotches all over my freaking face and back of neck. This sucks. The only good thing that comes out of it is, it is keeping my mind off of food! Other than that, I hate life and just wish I could rip my face off. 

ANYWAYS ONTO FASTING!!

I am going to put more effort into my thinspiration and try to make it more artistic and my style, so here we go, hope you like it:

~I just like thinspiration more when you cannot see the person's face~

Important for every fast

God, drink as much water as possible, do not drink it up all at once to try and make up for not drinking all day, it does not work. I promise water will help with the hunger and all that, being tasteless it will fire up cravings, and cravings will be hell but that is what this is! Control, having control over your own body and not letting some...thing (food) control it for you. I want a new day right now, a fresh start, I just need a clean slate to go on, I need the hunger, I crave it and the hunger pain! I want it so bad it is not even funny. 

It is almost like...I measure my worth not only by my weight but by how empty I am and feel. In an hour or so, after the water I have just downed has settled, I will immediately jump into vigorous aerobic activities (jumping jacks, step aerobics) Then I while I rest so my heart rate can slow down a bit I will use weights and do hip extensions and work on my arms, while I let my muscles relax, I will do crunches and sit ups and plank. Then I will start all over from the top, and continue this way all night like I have done for the past fucking WEEK. I want control and until I have complete and utter control over my body I will continue this! I will have the perfect body and soul, burn calories burn!!

More Thinspiration Quotes

"Don't give up what you want most, for what you want at the moment"


"If you really want something you will find a way..

If you don't you will find an excuse"

"Have some respect for yourself, you useless pig"

"Those who skip dinner always end up thinner"

"Don't wish for it, work for it"

"I don't deserve to eat today"

"I_Am_NOT_Hungry"

"The hunger and pain is my stomach getting smaller"

"I only feel pretty when I feel empty"

"cigarette sells would drop overnight if the label said "Warning: contains fat"

"Did you enjoy that moment of freedom, bitch? It will never happen again"

"I hope that binge was worth it, because I am going to put you through hell when it is time to work out again"

"The answer to a new slimmer you, is right beneath your nose...

Stop shoveling food into your mouth, you greedy fuck."