Pro-Fat People

Pro-Fat... What does this mean, you ask... 

Let me tell you..

It is a minority group of people who LOVE fat, they strive to gain weight, love other people who are overweight and celebrate in it, it turns them on.

I have never seen ANYTHING more disgusting then this: 

She wants to gain 30lbs a week and hopes to have gained an extra 120lbs after 4 weeks. 

I cannot believe there are people like this in the world, I guess for every extremity there is a polar opposite, but this is just sick, ribs and hipbones all the way over a flabby stomach. 

Seriously, I would rather date a fellow Anorectic then a chubby,,, I know that is mean but :/ 

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But PLEASE don't take this as "I hate fat people" because I don't. Don't think that if you're overweight still or have a little flab I will be super disgusted or anything, it is fine. I don't even look at people and think like that, typically I don't care; I just don't find it attractive but rather repulsive on myself and I simply prefer skinny guys/girls over chubbier ones.. 

Chubby/Fat I mean like in the video above, I DON'T mean "10 or 15 lbs overweight" 

What is considered..."fat"?

I have often wondered, because of my overwhelming insecurities, what my "boyfriend" considers to be too fat, or if he'd think I was fat. It then occurred to me, what does society consider fat. Seriously has anyone else thought about it like this? Of course we know what we think is SKINNY and what we think is UNACCEPTABLY OVERWEIGHT (a.k.a obese) but where is simple line that divides.. a healthy weight and fat? 

Marilyn Monroe, beautiful, desired, and sexy. But, this of course was a different time a different world...a different society with different views on what women should and shouldn't look like. She my lovelies, in today's world, would be considered "fat", don't believe me? Look at some of today's actresses, today's singers, today's (role)models. A few in case none come to mind:

Now.. more worried than ever because I want to look perfect when he sees me not like the disgusting blob I see in the mirror, of course my boobs come out farther than my stomach (and that is saying something because I am an A cup) but... my ribs hardly show, my arms still jiggle when I shake them, my legs rub together when I run and I still cant wrap my fingers around them. Disgusting.

What do you see in the mirror?

I have always wondered if I have BDD (Body dysmorphia disorder) because I look in the mirror and see this ginormous, ugly, creature and I compare myself to the ugliest people and the prettiest in hopes that I can pick out what makes me so ugly, what makes my fatness stick out more than their's? 

Uglyness, fatness, too wide, too big, I am too big!! Big bones, big head, big nose, big arms, too wide for this chair, taking up too much space too much too much too much!!

When I look in the mirror I see this from every angle (No this is NOT me this is just what I see) 

And everyone looks at me like I am completely insane and say "I swear to God.. you look so tiny, you are not even big!" and if they notice I have caught a glimpse of my reflection or am prodding and poking my body they quickly get out "you do not look fat if that is what you are thinking" 

Sometimes the girl in the mirror is bigger. Sometimes I actually question how I don't have diabetes, how I am able to walk without wobbling. I worry about doing things like getting on rides in fear I will be too fat to be locked in, or that I will make it shake when I sit down. Sometimes (and this is EXTREMELY hard to comprehend if you do not suffer from this or know what I am talking about) I see this:

I feel too wide when I sit on a couch or chair, like I take up more space on it than everyone else, in the car at the movies I feel my head is too big and in people's way.. 

It is so frustrating!! Never seeing progress, feeling bones little by little but still seeing too much fat here and there covering them back up! I feel the fat, making me sick! 

Height VS Weight Chart

Reverse Thinspo

Thinspiration is much more effective if it is realistic, seeing a 300 lb woman will not scare most people as they know you will not gain 200+ over night. So my theory is by using real girls between 130-200 pounds as reverse thinspo, more Anas will be able to stay motivated. It is much worse seeing reverse thinspo that looks like you instead of a whale isn't it? Yes. Here we go:

So if you want the best thinspiration motivation, you need to use pictures that will make you jealous, and then some that will scare you because you know one or two slip ups alone could land you in the same god damn spot.