So...
My mom came to the decision I have waited my whole life for: to leave my dad. I will be shipped off to stay with her childhood friend of 40-something years a state away from home (about 3-4 hours away) for 6 months to a year to establish residents all the while my mom will be lying to my dad saying it is for school while she gets her shit together and moves out.
How could so much happen in 2 days?
All because my dad called my mom a leech, of course there is more to it like the fact that he has had two different mistresses since my mom has conceived me.
Yes, I have waited a long time for her to come to this decision, I just didn't realize that in order to get my wish I would be shipped off leaving my dogs and computer and everything i have ever known behind. That it would include lying to my dad about my reason for leaving and that this may be the last time I ever truly see him.
I am afraid of the future, I plan to take the ACT, my mother is going to give parental consent and pull me out of school and at 17 (in 2 years) I will get my GED and go to college. So basically for 2 years I will be out of school focusing on my conversion to Catholicism (which I decided to do anyway but this will be the perfect opportunity)
Who knew 2 days could do so much damage?
Very sorry to hear you're going through this. Things get better - they really do. I'm 18 and ages 15 - 17 were the worst I've ever had, I didn't believe things could get better but they have. Please don't let this be something that makes you fall deeper into your eating disorder; it only makes things worse in the long run, especially in regard to your health.
ReplyDeleteHave you considered homeschooling? There is a program called FLVS that is an online school, so you can finish high school without needing a GED. It's free and it's what I'm doing now, you can use the program even if you're not in Florida.
Stay strong,
Sammy