I just baked a cake for my mom and my brother. In their kitchen is so much bad stuff. I'm basically vegan, but when I'm binging I can hardly stay away from things like cheese. I always feel disgusting and cruel, and I need to quit that. So about an hour ago I took the stuff out of the fridge and was so close to just say "F*** the diet, I'll eat." But then my Ana-voice told me not to do that and to eat an apple if I have to eat. I finished the cake and took a bottle of water. No bad food, no apple. No calories.
I just baked a cake for my mom and my brother. In their kitchen is so much bad stuff. I'm basically vegan, but when I'm binging I can hardly stay away from things like cheese. I always feel disgusting and cruel, and I need to quit that. So about an hour ago I took the stuff out of the fridge and was so close to just say "F*** the diet, I'll eat." But then my Ana-voice told me not to do that and to eat an apple if I have to eat. I finished the cake and took a bottle of water. No bad food, no apple. No calories.
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