Bones over Comfort

Stop your crying, the sun has already set my love.

Grab your laxatives, stretch out your legs; pick up some weights and move.

Tomorrow we'll work together, the voices will still be there to whisper sweetly:

don't eat.

Throw it out

lol you can see my feet (I am only wearing one sock because it is holding on a band-aid, I stabbed my toe on a nail since our carpet is ripped up, I accidentally stepped on it)

It feels so...good to throw away food.. not just turning food away but throwing it away! 

it is a nice rush of endorphins and serotonin 

Conquering food and saying "No, dammit!"

My mom got burgers and fries and I told her I was not hungry but she gave me fries anyway, I took them with a smile and threw them out in my bathroom's bin (I saved the sauce since my mom really likes it). 

I will do the same with the burger after she goes to sleep and take the trash out (or just give it to my dad), she will thank me for actually doing a chore for once and be none the wiser :)

Anyone else love throwing food out? or is that just a weird thing I enjoy?

My best friend and I are going to compete; she is a friend who I have met in person before and has moved out of state so were competing through text but still, at least it is someone I will see this summer and so there is real pressure to stay on top of things. 

You know... I am always so unhappy, literally depressed where I just am bored with life and need to find a way out, but...

Ana makes me happy... and no amount of hate, or "pro-ana is wrong" or whatever is ever going to change that. 

Ana makes me happy. It is the only thing that makes me happy. 

If you don't understand that or can't accept that, then I am sorry, but I don't really care... 

Ana, She Wrote.

I have no idea who this woman is but her hip to waist ratio is absolutely perfect; not to mentions the beautiful thigh gap and tiny thighs... 

When I imagine Ana I imagine this; this is what I want; I want to look like her... 

How can someone be so perfect?