Bulimia sucks

I seriously do not recommend it. 

In fact, I heavily advise anyone who even attempts to think about trying it to run in the opposite direction.

Anyway.

119.2 lbs

Yeah.

Still fat. 

I'm starting my nursing classes in the fall, just graduated and got my CNA license a month ago - so there is that until I can officially become an RN. Which is an ironic career choice for someone with an ED, I know. Whatever.

Word to the wise?

If you have an ED ... workout .. seriously, get your protein and vitamins in when you can and workout - I didn't and now I am skinny fat so woo-hoo.. I was fat fat and now I am skinny fat

No skinny for the wicked

I'll get there

Back again

Sorry for the erratic posting - I have been super busy with school and just.. life, I guess.

I'm 122 now, I was 121.8 but with all the purging it is touch and go.

I just got my CNA license, and driving license (late on the uptake, I know)

and I'm starting my nursing classes in the Fall..

I'm feeling a bit better now that I am in the 120s like I'm finally doing something but it's not enough.

I'm still as fat and disgusting as ever -- so onward and downward, as they tend to not say

138.4 

and I just purged for the second time in my life .. It was easier this time to get it started and get some up which worries and excites me.. I just want to keep doing it

scratch that

It is a LOT easier now, I ate some cereal, didn't get it all up but I did get a lot and then I got really bad stomach cramps and diarrhea.. but now I feel fine and I gained some water weight and a little from the food that was left which will go away soon

139.2