ABC Diet day 3: 300 calories

The world has a cruel sense of humour

The way it can twist up everything and subtly make a joke about it, and it is you are the fool when you've realized what is happening. 

Like... I was talking to this guy, who I suppose gave me an alias, and he told me about how he was fighting to keep his girlfriend alive. I was like, "oh my goodness, what is wrong with her?" and all he replied with was "Anorexia Nervosa"

What are the chances? 

Honestly?

I don't know this guy, he just randomly decides to mail me and tell me this one detail about his life, not once asking me about my own.

I am on the ABC diet by the way... day 3 (300 calories) was successful, about to run and burn it all off. 

So... that just happened

The days are getting longer, my breaths are getting shorter, my heart fluttering faster with every passing day. I feel like I finally have a handle on things, for the first time since October my binging is gone. 

I was in the kitchen and I went to tap my dad's shoulder to get his attention but he turned, resulting in my hand being placed on his upped back, the back of his left shoulder to be exact. 

Me: "Oh my gosh, your shoulder blades stick out!" 

Dad: "Well at least my stomach doesn't stick out." 

I smiled and laughed it off as if I was just 'one of the guys', the son he would have rather had over this lousy excuse for a daughter. When he turned away my smile faded and I could feel the overwhelming urge to vomit filling me up inside. Quickly retreating to my room I can't help but feel glad that I refused to eat the food my mother had cooked. 

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