138.4 

and I just purged for the second time in my life .. It was easier this time to get it started and get some up which worries and excites me.. I just want to keep doing it

scratch that

It is a LOT easier now, I ate some cereal, didn't get it all up but I did get a lot and then I got really bad stomach cramps and diarrhea.. but now I feel fine and I gained some water weight and a little from the food that was left which will go away soon

139.2

Finally!

FINALLY

I broke my plateau, because I'm water fasting, and no way you can't lose doing that

I'm 139.8 

I'm finally in the 130s so onward and downward I'm going to keep fasting I am so pleased that I am losing again and have reached a new low weight in .. well a really, really long time.

Day 2 of 7 here we go

*taps mic* Hello?

140.0

I have been jumping back and forth from 140.7 and 141.0 for the past 3 days and I am just about to pull my hair out I am so ready to be in the 130s and making progress again   --

 plateaus suck, S-U-C-K, suck. 

I realize I have been here before, and yes, it has, embarrassingly, taken me this long (about 1 or 4 years?) to get BACK here. 

Because no matter how much I starved, I still struggled with binges -- luckily I no longer have that problem and it has only taken me 6 weeks to drop from 151.2 to 140.0 

...

Ah sweet bliss, I am finally making and seeing small amounts of progress .. a small reward from my seemingly endless suffering. 

No idea how much damage I have done to my body or metabolism! Which is what makes the weight loss (or lack, thereof) so infuriating for me. 

I just hope I don't jinx anything and it keeps falling off.