My Forum...no-go here's a better site :)

Hm well maybe I should just delete it considering ProAnaLifestyle has her site up and promoted:

www.proanalifestyle.com

And it really is much much better, it has a forum, blog area, chat, profiles with little status updates ^_^ 

The Admin is also really sweet her blog is: http://proanalifestyle.blogspot.com/


So please give it a looksie everyone and feel free to join!

In case you do not already follow her,

she has said that after getting enough people signed up she is going to hide the site from Google so only people with an invitation can join

(not quite sure what that means lol)

But anyway, enjoy!!

Blah..Blahh Binging and the calories?!

2004 calories today.

I don't even, I can't.

HOW does that even happen?Idon'tunderstand.

So I calculated all the calories from my binging today and that was how many calories...

I plan on doing the very first diet I ever did 3 years ago that spiraled me into my weight obsession and body dysmorphia:

6am Breakfast: 2 egg whites (34)

12pm Lunch: 1/2 cup lettuce (15)

6pm Dinner: Navel Orange (62)

Total: 105 calories

Water, Tea, and (Pepsi Max on weekends) allowed.

14 weeks and 3 days starting tomorrow until my deadline. 

I have to be skinny(er) by then.

Blah.

I can do this, just have to start my diet tomorrow I allowed myself to binge one last time to get it all out of my system and as you can see went a little overboard...  

SPAM FROM MY EMAIL: PLEASE READ!!!!!

PLEASE READ IF YOU HAVE MY EMAIL

>>If you get emails from me that is spam/random links please do NOT open them it is NOT me sending them to you!! 

>>I even get these emails from MY OWN EMAIL ADDRESS

>>I do apologize and feel awful that this is happening!!! Please don't blame me I have the cell phone number, security question AND thumbprint protections turned on to prevent people from hacking me but it still doesn't help..

People in Indonesia keep hacking my email so please please don't click the links! 

It IS okay to open the emails though so you know the real me versus the spam hackers!!

If you don't want to email me anymore and want to delete my contact then that is okay, I understand...

I just needed to make it very clear that I would never do this to anyone, so if you are angry with me I am really sorry :(